the last post of 2009

You know, 2009 has been one hell of a year for me. In this year i manage to going through college even tho not my best. This year i had my first experience of being hospitalized, making countless new friends and couple of new foes, first learn to talk the "adults way" with my family (you know, not yelling and crying like i used to), experienced a holiday with my friends and actually enjoyed bali, found out who's my bestest friends are, and still keeping my relationship with Rizkiansyah.

I wish in 2010, i can discover new places, travel the world, and making new friends. And ofcourse i hope 2010 will be better than 2009.

21st month

I LIKE :

How currently you're the bulk of my inbox

How your text messages still makes me smile

How the smell of your body lingers on my mind the whole day

How your hands and my hands have a peculiar way of fitting together

How you laughed at my stupid jokes

How you invade my dreams

How you're always happy to see me

Most of all : I like being your happiness :)

Happy 1 year and 9 months anniversary baby! I'll always love you till the end.

Love in December

So this is love in the end of december
quiet nights quiet stars
and i'm here monday to sunday
cause you're fragile and i'm weak
so you fall when the nights grow longer
into sleep and won't wake up
and i'm here i'm sitting beside you
and i'll wait until the spring
don't you worry i'll be there for you
don't worry about me
you know me better than that
don't you worry i'll be there for you
i'll catch you if you would fall

-Club 8

Hello readers... i know i know, i haven't post anything for sooo long. and once again i'm gonna use my "college stuffs been keepin me busy" excuse :p . Last month (November), there had been SALE events everywhere. and that's not really good for my wallet. These are my purchase :

All three is from (x)s.m.l.

This one is from topshop.

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So, new year is getting closer. i haven't got any plans yet, usually my friends just gonna throw a last minute plans. and i'm just gonna go along with them. but before the countdown, me and rizkiansyah have this tradition, we're gonna do a romantic dinner and then we'll split and do the countdowns with our own friends. i wish this year we can do the countdown together. i would like to share the new year's kiss with him :)

Not just new year, but exams are around the corner too. I just wish it'll finished soon, and i hope i'll passed every class. wish me luck, readers ;)

je les adore

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sad story, you dont wanna read this

I'm not expecting anyone to read this, it just I'm so sad right now and i got nowhere else to turn into.

She and he, they'd been together for a year and seven months, this is the first longterm relationship she have ever had. Her exes was usually just gave up on her childishness and self-centered act and chose to leave her. But this guy, he's not letting her go easily, and so she fell in love with him.

Being thru soo many heartache, she promised herself that the next guy would just be another rebound. She doesn't wanna repeat the same mistake, she doesn't wanna feel heartbroken for the 6th time, so she didn't allowed herself to fell in love. But her heart's win over her brain, and this foolish girl gave her heart completely to him.

Days and months goes by, he's been busy with his college stuff. Everynight filled with assignments, makes him forget about her. From 3 calls in a day, turns into just text message, turns to nothing at all. She was lonely, and desperate, but she didn't wanna seek for another. She follows her heart rather than her brain. She was a smart girl, until she fell in love.

Everynight, she feels so lonely. Normally he would call her and they would have a midnight chat on the phone until they both fell asleep. But now, he's too preoccupied with his pile of work. She realized something. That she's fell in love with his oldself, not with his new image surrounded by his friends that she didn't even like. She didn't know what to do, in one hand she cannot take it anymore, but in the other time she's not ready to loose him just yet.

The end.

"So what will happened to her?"
"Well, only time will tell"

Les Cadeaux

Hello folks! I know my birthday has passed like 3 weeks ago, but i wanna write about the gifts i've received, and some people (like my boyfriend) gave me the gifts kinda late. but all of it are beautiful, and i can't choose which one i like best, because i lovesss it all ;)

Jelly sandals from my sister RestiLittle Pony toy from my bestfriend KamilaFloral dress from my sister RatihBow-y top and Rings from my boyfriend RizkiansyahWide cardigan from my college best friends : Ricca, Nindi. Nabila, Vety, Falia, Olive, Nora, Ara, Odie.

maladie d'amour

I think I'm in loooove :) :)

Well I'm crazy about him, and I hope he felt the same way too. You know all of those cheesy love songs seems make sense now when you feel warm-hearted and your heart's filled with flowers. You heard the birds chipping for the very first time, and you seemed like walking on air. This is the best feeling in the world, yet worst. It's like your tummy filled with butterflies that's kickin and wanting to get out. I'm counting days till I see him again, and in the mean time, I sing this song repeatedly every hour.

"You could be my unintended.
Choice to live my life extended.
You could be the one I'll always love.
You could be the one who litsen
To my deepest inquisitions.
You could be the one I'll always love."