December 7, 2008

new obsession

aku mau kurus! i want to be thin! je veux ĂȘtre mince!
why it's become my new obsession? because i was envying the body of those models on the lingerie calendar that i'd got from buying some stuff on their store. i mean, really, they're all like, got the flattest stomach and the biggest bobbies ever! i dunno if they had some trick to make it looked like that, but still, i want my body to be like that! but the one time i'd got very very thin is when my former ex-boyfriend dumped me for a girl that waaaay uglier (but waaay thinner) than me. my weight dwindled from 58 kg to 50 kg in 1 month. how cool is that? but since i found myself happy with my new hubby, the weight problem is rushing back in. why-oh-why God, why this is happening to me?
so now i skip dinner, and i strongly refuse to open the fridge everytime i walk through the kitchen. hopefully i could loose some weight in a month *fingers crossed*. just wish me luck then ;)

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

pheww thank god i don't gain weight easily at all anyway, so i don't have to be worried about some bloke running of with another girlfriend :p