you know the word "tired"

allo, petit-ami.
can't you see?
i miss you here.
well of course you can't see.
with all those pile of papers on your desk.
with all those assignments on your schedule.
it's really hard to look around to find your lovely girlfriend.
or should i say, lonely girlfriend?
i'd been trying soo hard to understand you,
and believe me, it's easier to learn french language than to learn what's on your mind.
you always told me to guess,
well i'm tired of guessing!
i want you to tell me what's on your heart & mind.
i can't read you anymore.
you used to be so simple, just a nice date with a good night kiss.
but why now everything should be complicated?
no, i don't entirely blame you, because i blame myself too.
for make things worsed.
for not understanding.
for asking a little time with the boy i love.
i know i shouldn't.
and i know you can't.
i just wish you could.