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I don't wanna be a whiner, but things just too crazy for me and i really need to write it down so that i wouldn't burst into tears in any time... The truth is, i hate college. Subjects becomes harder, and I'm drifted more apart from rizkiansyah. He's so busy with his stupid pile of assignments, and his new friends, and oh have i mention about his coquettish junior that trying so hard to get his attention?

Here's the problem, he's changing. It seems like i didn't know him anymore. The more i tried to pulled him back, the more he drifted apart. We used to be in love, he used to treated me right, but now he's too busy with his new world, he didn't pay much attention anymore. No more surprises or midnight calls. Well we still meet everyday but there's only silence there because we're too occupied with our own thoughts. I want us to be close again, to fall in love again like those teenage kids we used to be, i want the old him back.